Thereâs a heartbreak that goes beyond the original harm. Itâs the silence.The excuses.The polite smiles at family gatherings.The messages from mutual
Thereâs a heartbreak that goes beyond the original harm.
Itâs the silence.
The excuses.
The polite smiles at family gatherings.
The messages from mutual friends that say, âItâs time to move on,â or worse, âBut theyâve changed.â
It’s watching the people who were supposed to protect you
turn toward your abuser with softnessâŚ
while turning away from your pain.
You Are Not Imagining This.
You are not âtoo sensitive.â
You are not âholding a grudge.â
You are not wrong for remembering what others are trying so hard to forget.
They may say it wasnât that bad.
They may tell you to forgive for your own peace.
They may tell you itâs family, itâs complicated, itâs over now.
But they are not the one carrying the weight.
You are.
And you have every right to feel what you feel.
The Loneliness Is Realâand So Is Your Strength
Itâs lonely to stand in truth when everyone else is dancing around it.
But please know this:
You are not broken for needing safety.
You are not bitter for needing distance.
You are not unforgiving for needing honesty.
You Deserve a Circle That Protects You
You deserve a circle that says:
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âWe believe you.â
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âWeâre sorry they hurt you.â
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âYou donât have to pretend for our comfort.â
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âWe will not sit at the same table as your pain.â
Even if youâre still waiting for those people to show upâ
you can be that circle for yourself right now.
đŹ Say This to Yourself:
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âMy truth is not too heavy. Their denial is too loud.â
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âI donât have to smile through harm to be the bigger person.â
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âIf love requires me to lie to myself, itâs not love.â
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âI can love people from a distance and still love me up close.â
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âI am allowed to heal, even if theyâre not ready to reckon.â
You are not too much.
You are not alone.
And you are not wrong.
You are simply someone who chose truth,
in a world that often rewards the ones who hide it.
That is not weakness.
That is legacy work.
And I see you doing it with grace.
đď¸ Affirmations for When They Still Protect the Person Who Hurt You
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I am not confused. I remember what happened. My body remembers too.
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Their comfort will not cost me my healing. I choose me.
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If they defend the one who harmed me, that is a mirror of themânot of me.
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I am not here to make abuse easier for others to live with.
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I release the need for their validation. My truth is sacred, even when spoken alone.
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I am not cold. I am protecting what they refused to shield.
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Their loyalty to harm will not change my loyalty to truth.
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I may be grieving, but I am also rising.
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I can outgrow people who stay small in the face of injustice.
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I will not beg for a love that refuses to see my wounds. I am worthy of protection.
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